why did i do it the whole day?

I thought why I did the process whole day and what are the ways to avoid the process of doing it every day or continuing it. So here I go……….

Even before i finish that process, I thought of the work I have for the whole day and planned everything in mind, postponed as much as I can to the next day and continued my process. Even after that gap for few minutes I continued the process without any problems and felt more comfortable doing the process in the morning(thinking didn’t help me). Then the alarm went on, it started beeping for some time but my hand unconsciously switched it off, so that I can continue my process (alarm didn’t work). Then after sometime one of my friends was moving around busily, doing his daily routine before his class but that doesn’t stop me or interrupt me from continuing my process in which I was deeply concentrated. After some hours probably one or two, the friend comes back and starts listening to songs obviously with speakers ON but no way I am going to stop that process which I like the most(even loud speakers doesn’t help). Then he even starts disturbing me, in fact torturing me by kicking but I am so concentrated in the process and attaining my own goal that I follow ghandhigiri principles and leave him unharmed( torture doesn’t help). At last, I finish that process not because of any external factors but to start that process on right time from the succeeding day (in which I will obviously fail). I came to the conclusion that the only thing that can make be or break me do that process is fear, fear in mind, so to create fear in mind for the upcoming days I postpone the work in the preceding days which will make me or compel me to break free from the process at right time. hope my plan works for the upcoming days but anyway I am having a good time today.

Yes, you were right in guessing from first but if you are still not confirmed about the process I am talking about then probably you are doing the same process and reading this stuff.